I managed to get two more chapters done after doing absolutely fuck all the past few months, but I feel like ill never be able to go back to when I first started this project and was having so much fun with it, constantly coming up with new ideas and growing and expanding things. Now it's just something that always buzzes in the background of my mind even though i'd really like to focus on it. in a time of extreme stress (I.e undiagnosed heart condition), my brain is taking away everything that makes me happy just because it can.

it feels like im looking up at everything from underwater

...i miss them. i miss having them in my head.

I broke up with my fiance of seven years. its been really really hard on me so, i'm sorry if art comes out slow and is messy. im a bit of a wreck. i just wanted to tell someone.

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I added links to the old versions of pieces I've redrawn, just to show how far I've come! I also added little fun facts to (most of) the pieces just for fun! let me know what you think if you want!

Tonight was the first night of the haunt and I had to go home early because my heart wasnt beating right. Bleehhh...

I got a job as a haunt actor this year! I'm so excited!

I promise I have more art coming ive just been in an art funk.

So I totally forgot to say this but Blood Money turned 2 on the 12th of this month.

Im getting ready to move again and I forgot.

Oops.

And hopefully we make it to the next one!

Tomorrows the day. I'll be on a plane and leaving this old life behind. Honestly, I'm not sure what to do with myself. I'm absolutely terrified.

And I got a new tattoo today. That was fun.